Marcia, Marcia, Marcia

5-07-2017

Don,
here is a letter with a little less of the crazy in it. As God probably only wants me long enough with this church; just long enough to help you guys build a church, than I am moving along. Because in so much I don't like as much really working together with people on anything. Because I tend to so get to be around too many intercessed among smart people who put disclaimers on my own brains as so. It is bad enough that I have to go into a business of journalism/novel writing that is going to have me having to deal with the great predecessed thinkers in claim who go around and mend us all to the ideas that racism or what else wears anything but a hijab, and anyone in a Trump hat wears a racism. Geting myself berated in emails, and statements made by people-- who are counterintuitive of themselves and unto their stated institute of manifest, when they try to blow up or what everyone elses free speech in a manner of free for the rest of us. When Mike in reality is really just a laid here back dude, I don't really care all that much about soup cans. And I don't really care much about or so much for others exegete of God's word either, I just go to things like church, just to hear where as everyone is at. Because I really don't as much as agree-- with a lot that comes out of anyone's mouth really.
I am just there for the atmosphere. Not in life to destroy others free speech or care too much about soup.
Here I wrote a piece for Marcia. I would like her to read it. I mixed in your Bible sermon in among it.
Who is the greatest in Kingdom of heaven?


5-07-2017
Note:
This one were inspired by Marcia. It is one of my 20 minute specials that I am trained at doing for my practicing God’s redemptive Spirit, and how it carries to indisperse among every part of my so being. Who is the greatest in the Kingdom of heaven?



(When the obvious has to be exlpained)
That is when people think that I am retarded


I go by what is all the Spirit, once in awhile. Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven is who ever has humbled one’s self in a like wise fashion that is not some methodology that squares up so with what we think is right. Blessed is the man who doesn’t condemn others by what he approves but by what God gives him. And God is spirit. And all else of it, runs like that, and cares little about soup.
If we were making judgements to know who the greatest is, it is usually the person pointing out the obvious. A person pointing out the obvious that someone else misses by their trying to be to obvious there.
Impenetrable reviewing about when it were the first time that someone there thought they were as better than the food they were bagging at a food bank, whether it were conveniently giving their lives in among bagging groceries for a family: for a family that probably needed about ten times here the ingrieving amount; giving it never so matches the amount of care needed to really help a family.
Hey! Marcia, I were not really mad at you about anything, but working with people at anything is as really not one of my strong points anyway, because usually people don’t as much as blend in with my methodology for its contstruct. As there were not one bag that I didn’t know that needed a soup there, but working the tight lenience of space among many people well, well I were making there conscious due to the situation: and coming back to an area when the area were not being held in so collective traffic. For reasons of courtesy and crazy things like that: without losing sight of myself and the soup and where it goes. My angry were towards resilient fact of having to make the there obvious as something known to you, when the obvious seems to mostly missed by too many people about.
Take for the fact, look at the area we are working in (in my old Church that I grew up in; when it were on 3rd street with the same Pastor it has now) they say they cared to have a place: where as so they are going to have a food bank and the area was clearly set up for that necessity, but you can tell there the people who were in charge of arhitecture really had no idea in what it is actually like to be someone actually trying to feed others here who are in need of food. If there were people like so as myself still there among the Mukilteo Church I could guarantee you the Presbyterian church right now would have a whole lot better Food Bank facitility and an altogether better church; but it shut people like myself out of it, a long time ago. So yours and my conversation were a whole of convert of a whole different kind, beyond just a soup can. Because 99.999999 percent of the people that so have ever filled a grocery bag in the name of feeding someone else, never really have a known one Iota of what it is to feed another person, beyond a family member or what else have you or there so someone that is even in slight of need: at least for people who think they are feeding others on the earth.
People including yourselves really don't get it.
As you all don't really take it all in, in among the Spirit when you worry about a soup can.
The ramifications are just ludicrious. People if they want to help people eat; well they would not be giving the one bag of food that gets packed and dispersed and measured out on a list in well there measured proportions: you people who have never probably went a day in Mukilteo, even one day without there eating in your lives, but you so are probabilities and mindsets for the rest of us to run off of. When actually one bag of food does shit to nothing to help a family of one, let alone a family of 5 or what there. As myself I come from a missionary family that has family in the poorest areas of the known world, my own family were raised poor. I know what it is to be poor, as the empirical evidence of what that type of given IQ, gives to lean of. Hands on. It is funny the QFC or whatever gets a tax write off on the food, the Church gets the food for free, and what do they do, they give it away as slowly as possible to those in need about. It is really there so counter Biblical it is freaking amazing.
So just working at a simple food bank just gets me depressed; let alone people trying to hen peck on me for what they think that I might be doing wrong (though I knew which every bag that I were so missing a large soup, in. I were just being courteous and working around the other people that I so were working with. And most of you all, unlike myself don’t miss a meal even a little to find out what it is like to be someone on the other end of receiving a stupid grocery bag from people many you like you all who don’t know what it is like to be hungry in the richest country in the world. As myself I do know. Heck I go about three days a week without eating anything at all, to just as train my body to be something more than just knowledgeable on the sensual indulgences and what food brings.
I know poor. And like Jesus said that the Jews know about whence they speak of, because salvation comes from the Jews, well salvation comes from the person who obeys the Lord God and abides in him and remains in him, so everything that a pure hearts intent does want, well it comes true for so belief.
I always wanted to know what it is to rely on the Lord God.
Well I know what it is like to be hungry, poor; because I am someone that has lived on the streets as also before. Becoming poor to those who are poor, and knowing how to get myself along with that there.
Now in my future, I am going to be someone rich, to people who are rich; so that I can embarass so them all there into having a conscious conscience towards what breeds my own generosity in the so future.
And I am someone who is going to be a very financially well off person in not too long; and I am as someone who is as embarrasingly generous, as I were the person who sold his own house to feed so people once. Obvious always puts me amongst people that don’t know what it is to sacrifice about there. As I don’t claim that I know as much either. But I know that I know more than 99.99 percent of the earth, of at least more than the earth people that I have met so far. It is not a put down to you or anyone, nor meant to be. It just in this case, it is what it is, because God put me in an elected so position. I didn’t choose it. I would have been happier to just run around with head cut off, like so many other people do, as far as knowledge goes with such things. People have no idea what it is so really to give, really give. Well after my books start to be published, and Mike is in a known there position, high position elect, well the people are going to see what God’s freedom is really all here about.
I know that I am not retarded, as you didn't let me finish my sentence, on my exclaiming point as to that.
But people who don’t know what it is to give, I don’t know, are maybe retarded, which were my so point.
Even myself I guess am still the least in the kingdom of heaven, still.
Now that is retarded.
Mike