I don't know, dedicated to Ozzy Osbourne

October 31 2017

Note:
Having myself making it an habit to visit other churches about, and see what the brain activity actually is. People no matter what they do or accomplish in life, seem to think that they are not some formative active bodily formed hell that ascribes to some better good, in how they translate what God's doing and what in compared to others. And I am talking what I take from actual God believing, Jesus Christ as oh God believer types. I just kind of sit there like their neighborhood Stephen King nightmare, and I stay mostly quiet, because it is amazing things that you can hear from Town Councilman and Pastors and oh what else around the town, when people think that you are some insignificant rube that really doesn't so translate to life, in the ways the genius types do. Walk me around with pink feathers like I were a giant geek, with all the quimbies running around at trying to suck farts out of this live chicken with its head off. Oh! How the people will start to think of me as significant someday when I am selling about here a million more than JK “the Wicca Priestess” Rowling books in a year. Than all of a sudden Mike will be smart. Here I went to church for two weeks in a row, at my old childhood church, just for God's there inspired want. I am probably the only church goer who doesn't seem like I am on crack or what, when I go and proceed there. I am the only one who feels that he doesn't have to prove his godliness in a so handshake or smile or any type of hi. If someone would just give me the middle finger in a church here service I might start to feel welcome. I wrote this piece below, because Pastor Mark made a comment to me as after the service that kind of stuck with me right on the spot; if I had my computer pad, trusty piece of paper with me and pen there I would written down, what were written down in the piece below this.
Did this writing piece below in like an half hour. I am getting to the point in writing where I almost as don't do rough drafts or any prep, I can almost go straight from head to page and significantly challenge depth. Pastor Mark, in all his subtle arrogance kind of slighted me, to say, like, “Oh! Mike you are a oh writer aren't you;” this from a guy who probably received 100 letters or stories from me in a-- life time here.
He as said that for after I had told him that I had enjoyed his sermons the past 2 weeks, sincerely. Again Mike the insignificant rube. I compliment and Mike gets bereaved. Well for all bereavements sake let's see where Mike ends up. As I have written JK Rowling and Preacher idiots alike for awhile now and oh allowed them to show me their great command of things, and what great aspiring choices they make for God.
Well it is now Mike's turn.



-No better activist going right now-
Pastor Mark,
sorry that most of the time a declarative that comes in form of electrical signal, some eclectic atom oh backed white background which let's what formative, come my thought spectrum, it forms black letters onto page, I am sorry that I cannot be like this in person as for what comes on this white giving here so platform. But like you tendered in your delivery today in your litany of speech a person has got to be-- aware to not run roughshod over someone, when in determination of another's feelings for what there is involved. (Feelings are emotional, and sin is emotions, in too many aspects)
Which gets into all sort of mucky, when you talk in the aspects to do with someone being someone as a activist. Which I don't know what anyone else thinks of your sermons the last 2 wks, but I have actually enjoyed them, it sounds like you actually put some time in thought process behind the procession in its parade.
But there were a lot of faulty ad joint given to what you rectified unto yourself: as in what you created a good activist for. For one, if one is a true prophet of God or what type of person determined of or for taking on an order from God, you are not someone as so predisposed to as much care to what people oh endure their feelings for. Because when God tells someone to do something; but you take an abeyance to suffice others feelings and draw a tally up to; where until finally all proper steps are taken to suit oh God's word for their ears? You brought up Martin Luther King Junior and Martin Luther. The main here problem those guys had were the fact that they were not afraid of much the oh obvious people involved in hate for what disagreement, their most arduous enemies were those that were supposedly as on their side.
Their problem was the Church. And so when God tells someone to go speak to a church or to make oh yourself active in response to his Word, you can bet that God already knows the heart of what he is here dealing with, he gives the person the right word exponentially in everyway, to righteously convey the message....
There is probably not a person in this town or a person in this state or country that understands that as-- well as myself, for my not speaking out of turn in this and to speak almost crazily like but boldly. Mike is someone that is going to be active, active like not many people including myself ever could have as believed....
I liked most of your sermon, and I believe that you truly operate within the Holy Spirit in your pretense there. But I take umbrage in the fact that too many people speak on a subject that they really have not as lived it about as clearly, in areas. For example, for every letter I send, and for every meeting, and for oh every activity that I get myself involved in, whether it be by pen or computer or by use of my feet in a march or it is me going door to door or standing on street corners with a sign and a blow horn or what else?
It all has been prepping me for something much bigger. Take for example if Walter Martin the famous what comparative religious scholar, well if he would not have died in 1988, I would have probably here tried to have gotten an apprentice ship with the guy and probably successfully been someone as well oh known on a wide scale to do with Comparative Religion. Because it were something I always took to as quite easily in learning. Where everything else were hard for me because of my dyslexia and mental oh illness problem. But God didn't want me there, and had me pretty much struggling in life for most my life.
Until God calling me more than 10 yrs ago to start writing books, he said hope will come from all of it once I finish. People prophesied over me at other churches, people whom I didn't know; oh which as weirded me out. As I am not any vain capacity in my put together as a person. Never hungered to be oh famous or wanted to be praised for oh foreseeable what disgusting. But am 100% for sure what within a year or so, I am probably going to be the biggest selling thing in the book scene. Oh much as active....